Since then, we have been barely keeping in contact with each other. Things with Josh didn’t work out as it turns out Josh liked sb else, but Ian and I continued to stay in contact through texting (and eventually calling) every day during the summer, and even a few months after school began. Two days later, I get a text message from my friend’s (17F, Izzy) boyfriend (17M, Ethan) that Vincent asked out Ethan’s friend but things didn’t work out for them bc the girl was into sb else. I honestly became so upset learning this (while justifying in my head it happened a long time ago and that he’s probably changed) and I was also feeling a bit angry that Vincent was asking out another girl (even though I wasn’t in a relationship with him, perhaps it was the fact that he shifted his attention to sb new? Idk, ig I’m just entitled) that I thought I would feel less terrible about myself and my body if I did the same thing as he did.





Well, I'm in 6th grade and this girl that sits in front of me surrounded me with her friends asking me if I liked her, I said no trying to act cool. He ends up asking if I wanted to hookup after inviting me up to his room. On my way back home I was in tears for a full two hours and during this exact same day, a pilot (24M) I met last summer calls me and makes some suggestions that we hookup (which weren’t all that blatantly bad, but I felt very violated bc I had just been crying about the thing with stranger and I also felt like it was age inappropriate for him to do that). It’s hard to convey why I felt so sad, perhaps it was because he was one of my closest friends and also the first person I actually fell in love with.





I follow his advice and sent Vincent a long apology through text that day, saying that I shouldn’t have judged him etc and I hope he doesn’t take it to heart (which he then screenshotted it and video porn site sent it to Arnold claiming that I sound like I was "a lot of trouble to deal with" - Arnold comes tell me this the next day in person (Thursday) and warns me to be careful about Vincent’s intentions even though he literally said Vincent was the kindest soul the day before. He was always my go-to person when I had family issues or other peer-related problems but I didn’t want to depend on him in case something weird occurs between us again (since he is too shy to say no to me seeking him out for help). Arnold also brings up his own stuff about his ex gf from three years ago (who’s my friend) and past hookups (also all my friends) and we both become vulnerable about our own family situations as well despite not knowing each other that well. Monday evening, I was on a call with a girlfriend (17F, Garnie) who I told this situation to and she was absolutely freaking out of her mind because she and her other friend, Kara, (his ex gf from three years ago) also did stuff with him three years ago.



I was also recently dealing with some harsh family arguments (the regular stuff you argue about with overprotective, traditional parents who want to decide your future for you, that was getting progressively worse and more heated esp after college application season - they didn’t say anything when I applied to 19 schools but after applying, they told me I could only go to the one in my city or not go at all) and none of my friends wanted to deal with my negativity. Where his future will lead him to, he has no idea, but he'd like to keep in touch with his family - and have his girlfriend with him. I understood his position so we decided to keep it casual and for some dumb reason, continued flirting through text for Videopornsite.Com a month or two (turns out he was just bad at saying no to me, and admitted to wanting my attention and love and emotional support) but when he came back to visit Canada during December, he didn’t want to do anything physical with me. No longer. Under a new policy quietly announced Monday, Tumblr will ban all "adult content" from its platform starting next month. Since they have the children, they have limited ability to put in the extra effort needed and sacrifice needed to be promoted.



The calling cards to Jamaica that Sosochat provides come with no extra fees and the credit in your account does not expire till the time you use the account at least once in a year. I used to like his friend (19M, let’s call him Josh) for the entirety of last year while I was oblivious to the fact that Ian liked me during this time. I bring up to Vincent the fact that i was on a call with Garnie and he immediately looks concerned. Out of the blue, my ex-crush from 1.5 years ago (17M, let’s call him Arnold) messages me over the weekend about wanting some help with his independent project. I agreed to do only what I was comfortable with (I was on my period) but I let him know about the thing with Arnold (and he said he’d let his friend know about it but I suspect that he knew about it all along and was just playing along with it). Turns out they share everything we each other and he even admitted to me that Vincent has a history for going for girls Arnold expressed some interest in (he’d always let Vincent each time).