There is always another way, and whilst I am not a Christian, I do know often Church or Church groups can be very helpful if approached by people such as yourself. Have you got any support groups within your college who can make suggestions? My dad committed suicide a week after i turned sixteen and alcoholism just took my mother this past July 9th. I have two classes left at my college until i can transfer to a university. Hello my mother divorced my dad when after a long abusive,tormentful and agonizing marriage when I was 10, then she kicked my dad out the house when I was 12 and I have been struggling with agoraphobia(fear of people) all my life and have only left my house 4 times in the past 6 years.I just need some one to talk to. This is sad to read unhappy, and you really should talk to your Doctor about this as it could largely be a kind of post natal depression or even hormonal (based on you being pregnant right now). Your ex sounds like the kind of man you are better off without, and the next one you meet will hopefully be much better.



The base itself is kind of small and you will most likely need a POV to get around as the areas are spread out. By december my funds will have run out and i wont know what to do..i hate going to sleep at night because i dont want to wake up into the life i have. Long story short i am at the lowest point in my life right now i havent eaten in 3 days not because i dont want to but because i cant afford food. This could easily be your story too with the right counselor! Right now your massive immaturity and lack of life's knowledge and experience is showing. You have so much more to experience and learn yet, and it is far too soon for you to think about things like suicide when you have barely even tasted what life has to offer yet.



Too many people here are kids with no life experience to make such a decision on, so you should think long and hard before suggesting they should just 'end their life' based on your situation right now. This is true, and if you were drowning no doubt you would do everything in your power to survive and fight for your life. Writing gives a grapholect a power far exceeding that of any purely oral dialect. The 9th Circuit Court judge ruled, it as too far reaching by banning the countries. I urge you to first see your Doctor and tell him the emotions you are feeling, and secondly give life a chance. In many ways I wish I had suggested this as an option to some of the suicidal people here earlier, especially the ones who had money problems, free Webcam no-where to live etc. This would not only have solved all of those problems, but also given them a purpose, training for skills they could well be able to use in later life as well, plus giving them a team of friends and the knowledge they are helping to make the world a better place.



Let me tell you it would be a lot easier if my mom was here but since shes not my living has gone to a way i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I wish you well. If there was no army all the other barmy nations might well come in and wipe your nation out with no real resistance, apparently you think this is the better option? William, I appreciate as well the civil conversation. LOL. Well, to each her own, I guess. In hindsight I guess I should have had other cheap stuff too, like rice and beans, but it never occurred to me. I don't know your age, but it sounds like you are still young, and life can have many exciting and happy times ahead for you if you just give it time. Trust me when I say you are so young, and you still have so much life to live ahead of you, you really have no idea. Come back when you have a family member who you love that has killed themselves and left you in pain, or a girlfriend etc. Yes we all die, but you have no idea of the pain and anguish it causes people left behind when it is as a result of suicide!



For goodness sake, talk to your wife about how you are feeling right now, as two heads are better than one and she may have an idea you have not thought of. Talk to your Wife, and don't even think about leaving her in the lurch by killing yourself. I don't no who 2 talk 2 I don't have much family or friends, iam really low at the moment and not sure where 2 turn I just want this pain 2 stop. I have a little girl who is 18 months and she's amazing but where am feeling so low I am not being a proper mum and feel she would be better wid out me. With so many women out there suffering from low self-esteem, why does society deem it necessary to place so much self worth on size? That is a large part of the problem, and the potential of a wonderful life missed out on by someone who ended it before the really good experiences had a chance to arrive, (which they do tend to for the most part). For someone who reassures me everyday that he loves me and wants to give me the world, why can't he just give me this.