Conveinant i went to get some things last night told him im putting all my furniture in storage & took my dog he of course freaked out saying im not taking my futniture after i told him id give him my couch & bed & he has a tv the only thing he actually owns , telling me how screwed up i am that i walked out on his son & that im screwing up his head. I believe more education needs to happen way before any marriage certificate is handed out . Keep things neat and clean - Without the hair in the way, a woman is going to be much more inclined to inspect your package with their hands and mouth. It is not a simple matter for me to come across a book that promises hope and relief and then toss it in the fire when it say's things I don't want to face or hear. Hope all is well on your side of the world!





I will never turn my back on him and will continue to hope he will call. Safewords can be anything, but they should usually be words you're not likely to call out during sex without fully meaning to. He had insurance but in spite of an agreed upon plan to slowly reduce meds,one day they stopped giving him his pain meds because his insurance ran out. Sad i ran into an old friend of his & the ex told him people are after him im sure he screwed another person for thousands. He is finally working again as of 1 month ago but does not make a living wage so his rent, auto, food and medical expenses are still up to me to cover. They always say something to hurt us what they know bothers us..everyones telling me he getting scared that this time is becoming to real that im not coming back this time & that might just make him hit his bottom..its very strange the signs ive been getting since i left telling me i definitly made the right decision 1st was my chinese fortune cookie that read ' your troubles will cease & fortune will smile upon you' my second sign was recieving a call from my cousin that my uncle let me a big chunk of change in his will, not knowing anything about my situation.



I warned him twice before that if he didn't change i would leave, but once again I stayed because I have fallen madly in love with this guy. I think theres still a good guy in him somewhere i did see him sometimes & felt him. Even then I felt it was the responsibility of the Church to take its message directly to the people, not to the government. I wouldn't even want to be around a woman who wanted me making all the decisions or who felt inferior to me. So, have we put up the flag of this country to wreak terror on the parts of the world that don't subvert themselves to Bushian rule, and have we used this symbol of patriotism to wreak terror on US citizens who choose to not pledge to the flag? But I'm not sure what its symbol might be. I have supported him through all of this and Free Webcam have never left his side because I believed he would get better in order for us to have a future.. Its very hard knowing i left his son there & that he has to now deal with the mood swings alone that i cant try & hide him from bad ones& the being left at his friends house till his father gets home & not being cared for like he should be..





Rebec i was with my ex for almost 9 years cant count how many times i had to go to court with him for him losing his license for traffic violations & court for childsupport its never ending problems with addicts & they seem to think they cause none of it its everyone else the whole world is against them poor poor them. But ive watched him go from alchol to percs to heroine to oxycodone &xanex to coke than crack while being on methadone the whole time, now still oxys & adderall & coke when he picks it up. I have sacrificed my classes in grad school and have watched myself fail my finals because I wasn't studying but spending the time with him to make sure he was ok. All this shows his step towards isolating America from rest of the world and then making it 'Great United States' which is gonna stand up on cards, can fall out any time. I just dont know where to go but get out and walk away from a lifetime of what I thought was love and responsibility.



He thought buying subs off the street would be a smart move and he convinced me to give him 100 dollars to buy them and he would pay me back over time. The foster care system can require the dad clean up, and be tested to confirm he is clean if he wants to get his son back. Aw im glad i did thats what we are all here for to help one another, love & learn from our mistakes so we can all grow. Only God can do that. God saved me from my meth addiction. If i get mad I still get to my job but thats the difference between an addict then he tells me its my fault that I kicked him out and he was sad - He has done all of the above bs that you guys have stated in a variations. My heart goes out to anyone and everyone who has every had a loved one that is an addict.