Idk why it hurt so bad but he said that there should have been a lot of blood he said that when a girl loses her virginity there is normally quite a bit of blood. The nurse did basics blood pressure, weight and height measured. Is there a way to ask her out? I would reccomend her to any rape victim, so please check out "Anjegirl" for counseling. Thanks, too, for affirming that Anjegirl is helping you so much. Nobody. But Anjegirl has been spending time helping me, and yesterday, for the first time since my rape, I was able to tell one person who was close to me (my best freind) about what happen to me. This means that any hard working person should succeed regardless of sex. I feel like I don't know anything about myself, and somehow sex in what was/seemed like a loving relationship was an anchor.





When I look back I realize that our relationship has improved in many ways. I have always thought that women have about 1,000 more ways and options to dress up. Love to let the ladies see me all dressed up in my finest dress with all my lovely sexy lingerie etc underneath. I'd love to have my son's past lives read to see if his defect aligns with this article! Please read or scan the entirety. Second, it would be nice to know if you took the time to read the profile at all. Hi MM, Sorry.. just read your last comment about the posting for Anjegirl. It was probably the last sex any of them have had since then. It sounds like your biggest concern is not being completely honest with Dave that you were a virgin the first time you had sex or tried to. Final comment: The first time does NOT always hurt. It hurt bad and made me think of the pain I felt the night if my rape. I bled a lot the night o both of my rapes more so the first time than the second but I just figured it was from the trauma of the rape.



I am a guy most of the time. And did you know that the women's outfit the Kamwaar Shamiz from Pakistan and northern India which looks similar with trousers underneath was the first time that the Victorian explorers saw women wearing trousers - shocking! Men need to start doing what women did and that is to just start wearing the skirt as MEN, and just like women’s fashion it will become acceptable and fashionable. Don't get me wrong i still get flashbacks, nightmares,intrusional thoughts,insomnia and chat cam porn so it goes on but this is the PTSD i need to deal with. Meanwhile, here you are suffering what sounds like PTSD symptoms. 6 is the least for flat knit stockings ,and make sure they are metal not plastic. Use these Chat cam porn websites to meet random new people, talk with friends (or make new ones), or find people with similar interests. I sure hope you and your friends are planning a party for me like last year's. Well," she paused, looking puzzled, "Actually, he worked six days and rested on the last day.



I can totally relate to your statement "I don't know what I'm looking for." We know what we're feeling and experiencing something odd that is keeping us from fully living our lives, especially our beautiful healthy sex lives. As for wanting sex -- isn't that a positive sign? I absolutely LOVE the positive steps you are taking. Either way, there's no denying that our healthy attitudes about ourselves, our self-worth and our sexuality are very damaged by rape. There is simply no substitute for processing the insanity of rape with someone else who has lived through it. As you can see from other women here, it's incredibly powerful to be HEARD and UNDERSTOOD by others who have lived what you've lived. You can clearly see the difference it has made in your own understanding and acceptance of the awful truth. See other entries above. I feel like there is a conversation being had over my head and that feels weird.