I use because I feel bad and I feel bad because I use. Do you use much makeup? When he got out, I convinced myself that there was no way he would use again due to the fear of going back to jail for 15 years! It really seems like the only way because I have been given countless chances to turn things around. What I didn't know w though, that where there is an addict, there is a way. There is something for everyone and a quick google search will give you interesting resources to begin looking for the right thing for you,' Lust tells us. I just hope when I change my life that she will take me back then, I would give my right arm for one last chance. Justin was brought into my life to give me my beautiful son who has brought so much love and light into my life.



Even though I hated everyone going in, coming out I thanked them for giving me a second chance at my life. I had just gotten out of a 2 year relationship with someone with borderline personality, so I was vulnerable. I have been in a relationship with a cocaine/crack addict for 5 years. I have tried countless times to help him, but he doesn't get it. Insomnia is driving me up the wall, some nights I get 5 hours but majority of the nights I get none. I finally took hum to get mentor and substance help again only to have him lie to me about needing money for paperwork, and cutting out to drink and drug once I left for work. You can just carry out it by at least speaking to stranger. The FBI charges carry a minimum penalty of 15 years in prison, a maximum of life. During the time he was in prison, my life became woo much better. Hi, reading these stories have really helped me through this difficult time in my life.



She filed for divorce and I dont blame her, since she did that I have got a lot of help and am determined to stay sober. I just want what is best for her, and its hard to know because she's not as emotionally vocal as I am. So put your best foot forward and … seize the moment! My (ex)finace has put me through hell for three years. No one is strong enough to deal with the hell I have dealt with for the past 10 months. I know I have only been sober for four months but I see the extent of my damage now that I am being held responsible for my actions. I am wondering if she will ever see the change in me? I am so impatient and would do anything to be back with them I regret it took this for me to finally change.



I wrote the above message, I just want everyone to know you have to hit bottom to bounce back. They wrote more mail asking for advice but the Drs here keep me all doped up because I'm suppose to be resting. Like everyone else, she lies and lies, steals, decieves, and then lies some more. But, like everyone else, she swears she's sorry, she says it will never happen again, swears to make things right. I started slowly seeing him again, but he relapsed again stole 600 dollars out of my wallet, lost his job, naked girls ass and finally started burgularizing his neighbors homes! I get it now, I lost a great woman and a beautiful kid. It proved a great decision. This was before I made my decision to go out of state which was five mths later. Or his drug dealer will do god knows what when he finds out he does not have the money.



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