Showing 1-32 of 32 messages if almsot any program should be 10k and chrome regularly uses 1,000M then program is 100,000x bigger than it should be? Partly because I couldn't really be bothered with the "hassle" of exchanging messages and organising dates so I was mostly window-shopping, never messaging most of my matches, and having conversations that went nowhere. And even when dates went well, my thoughts were "it would be great to see each other again, but she might well go home and change her mind and never want to see me again and if that happens I'll be cool with that too". We’ll see you in Osaka-jo Hall, next week. If it wasn't for porn stars, I wouldn't see a naked woman at all. 100% agree. These and a few other things are the reasons why I can't see us ever being a couple and I know that she doesn't see me that way, which makes my situation even more frustrating because I feel like I should care less but I can't. So you are wrong, and I am sorry if I am the first person to tell YOU that, you insulting bunghole. If you didn't know that, please stop.





I’ve no idea why or from where the order came; all I know is that Mum and I were to go back to being strangers again. I’ve had enough. Time to reap what you sow. First of all, thank you very much for this reply, I really appreciate you taking the time to type this out! EDIT: I'm also not sure how much this is related to NoFap and I hadn't made the connection at all until posting this, but recently I've been feeling happier with my life than ever! As I noted in my 45-day update, I hadn't seen spectacular effects like some describe but have noticed subtle changes: more motivation for work and hobbies and healthy living; shorter and less intense sexual fantasies; being less focused on the looks of women I've met; more dreams about sex and relationships. I was tempted to talk to her but didn't have the balls to, but it did awake a desire in me that I hadn't felt for a long time (contrast with the past, when seeing a beautiful women would often trigger thoughts like "I could never get one like her" etc. never mind even the idea of talking!), making me realise I wanted to meet someone.



What makes things worse is that (despite what you say) you have obviously fallen for this girl. This probably sounds insane to you but yeah, I can just repeat myself and say that I really don't want to lose "it", it not being her but what we have. The other team should know the reason why they have to wait longer. Calm down, don't think about things you can't possibly know and just hang in there until she gets back. I know you're right but there is this fear of never finding someone like her again. KendraApplewhite: no this is not right i remember seeing you laying on the floor. Seeing the opportunity, he grabs Marcello and sets him up with his head in between his legs. A couple of others also had potential and I was tempted to follow them up too but at this point seeing multiple people really isn't what I want or need (hello difference between fantasy and reality!) and I had seemed to connect very well with this first one so didn't pursue the others further.



Stupid people don't understand what they're doing. It’s like they’re doing an erotic striptease in your bedroom! It’s all up to you. He thinks he impresses anyone just because he takes me out when the light come back on? I feel like she's trying to ease out of our relationship by semi-ghosting me, either because she doesn't have the guts to be upfront about it or because she, for some reason, thinks that it's better that way, which goes against everything we agreed on when we said that we'd talk to each other if anything was to change. Yeah this is definitely the case and it's also what my friends have been telling me. However, the club was not in a position to make any judgment on the outcome of the case nor on Mr Johnson's decision to defend all the allegations. We've seen footballers in court in the past for drink driving and other offences and make it back into the game.



The uncertainty is driving me insane. I'll just try and comment on a few things you mentioned. I've certainly felt aroused some of the times when things have started to heat up, but still feel like it could go either way. ‘An article published by Brown University earlier this year determined that it might have something to do with the way you interpret your experience. This is the opposite of most of my past relationships where I've tried to get sex "out of the way" as soon as possible, often resulting in an uncomfortable experience for all involved. Big shift in mindset from the past. In any case I'm very willing to be open about my past problems and believe she'll be understanding. The case is still ongoing. This has all continued, although my camara sex Live drive has still been quite low most of the time. So I can't say whether my aim has been achieved and I can enjoy camara sex live yet!